Ascension/Spiritual Psychology

THE BASIC LESSONS OF A COURSE IN MIRACLES (2/3)

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Lesson 19

“I Am Not Alone In Experiencing The Effects Of My Thoughts”

 
This lesson is showing the relationship between one’s seeing and ones thoughts. In the lesson you were not alone in the effects of your seeing. In other words, how you see the world affects others and how others see the world affects you, because we are all one being in truth. This lesson takes this one step further and says you are not alone in experiencing the effects of your thoughts as well as the effects in seeing. Now in truth they are the same, and this is what this lesson is trying to show you. Most people on the Earth do not see on a moment to moment basis that it is their thoughts that are creating their seeing. This lesson is teaching the causative relationship between thoughts and seeing and how both affect other people, the world and GOD.

One other point I just want to emphasize here is the importance of seeing every Brother and Sister as the Christ, and not just your self. This is important because what you see in the world in truth is stemming from your thoughts. If you do not see the Christ in every person and GOD in everything then you are seeing something that is not there, which means the negative ego is controlling your vision and/or seeing to a certain extent. 

It is essential to see beyond the veils of appearances and physical, mental, and emotional form to the “innocence” or “essence” of each person, regardless if they have an attractive or unattractive physical body, emotional body, mental body, etheric body, or even Spiritual body for that matter. Each person is the Christ even if they are not acting like it and even if they are acting like the anti-Christ. 

In Christ Consciousness we see through the veils of form to the innocence of each person. We do this as not necessarily a gift to them, but in truth as a gift and blessing to ourselves. What we see in another in truth is what we are giving to ourselves. Everything is GOD in truth whether we believe it or not. The question is whether we are going to accept GOD’s vision or whether we are going to hold onto the ego’s vision. The negative ego would say you are giving charity to those who you see in this manner and don’t deserve it, the Course would say in truth you are giving yourself GOD and Christ, for you cannot realize Christ or be-come a full-fledged integrated Ascended Master without seeing every person as an incarnation of GOD and Christ. Our Salvation is up to us, not up to GOD. 

If we want GOD we must see and think only GOD. It is very easy to forget that what we see comes from our mind and not from the world. This lesson teaches us that both our seeing and our thinking affects the infinite Universe, and every being in the infinite Universe and their thinking affects us because we are all incarnations of GOD. Remember to see and think from this point of view and perspective at all times.



Lesson 20
 
“I Am Determined To See”


 
This lesson teaches us that realistically we have not always been thinking with only our Christ seeing and thinking and that it is very important to develop the “Spiritual Desire” to see properly. If you are not unbelievably determined to see properly it will not happen. As Parmahansa Yogananda said, “If you truly want to realize GOD, you must want Him like a drowning man wants air.” When you are that determined to see and hence think with your Christ Con-sciousness and not your negative ego consciousness, then you will make great strides on your path to God and/or Christ realization in all areas of your life. 

The key is to realize that every moment of our lives we are being tested, and the way you think and see will determine in that moment whether you are realizing GOD on this psychological level or not. If you don’t think and see properly in the past or present this did not and will not change you and your Brothers and Sisters true identity as the Christ. It will however be a missed opportunity to realize this truth in your own experience. If you miss an opportunity do not judge self or feel guilty for that would be another missed opportunity for you will have allowed the negative ego in again. Forgive self and realize mistakes are positive and okay and just learning experiences and choose once again. Earth is a school to practice these lessons and others. once we master these lessons there is no reason to be here other than serve and exemplify GOD and Christ in an egoless manner, free from negative ego motives and personal agendas.



Lesson 21

“I Am Determined To See Things Differently”

 
This lesson is again emphasizing the point that there are two ways of seeing the world, and to realize the Christ we must make a transformation from how we have seen and thought in the past to the seeing the Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus would have us perceive and think from. one must realize that the negative ego is happy with the ways it sees and thinks, and does not want you to change anything. It doesn’t want to change and does not want to relinquish its power. All change to the negative ego is fearful, especially given your ultimate goal is to get rid of it completely. You as the conscious mind and chooser and creator of your life must be very motivated to do this. Never forget as Edgar Cayce said in his Universal Mind channelings, “There is no force stronger in the world than your own will.” If your will, personal power and full dedication is behind making this transformation in thinking and seeing, and given that this is also what GOD wants for your as well, there is nothing in the infinite universe that can stop you. You must develop however this overriding strong determination to do this, otherwise you will fall back into the line of least resistance of your non-reasoning subconscious mind and old past negative ego programming.



Lesson 22
 
“What I See Is A Form of Vengeance”

 
My beloved readers, when one sees from the negative ego’s interpre-tation of life rather than the Christ interpretation of life what you see is a form of vengeance. This is because the negative ego does not believe in uncondition-al love, forgiveness and non-judgementalness. The negative ego being in truth the essence of fear, will always attack back. The Christ Consciousness believes in giving up all attack thoughts. The negative ego lives in a reality of attack/-defense communication. The Christ Consciousness believes in defenselessness and harmlessness. To attack another would be to attack GOD and one’s self.

The negative ego being victim consciousness, allows oneself to be victimized and then attacks, judges and punishes to regain the illusionary power it thinks it lost. The negative ego believes very much in revenge and retribution. The Christ Consciousness believes an attack is a call for Love. The Christ Consciousness turns the other cheek when attacked. The negative ego lashes back in anger. What did the Master Jesus do on the cross when he was cruci-fied. He said, “Forgive them Father for they know not what they do.” Even under the most extreme lesson of being beaten, tortured, crucified and physical-ly killed the Master Jesus demonstrated the opposite of vengeance. This form of vengeance even occurs in our own minds, with the critical parent within ourself constantly beating up and judging our inner child for its mistakes. We also see this and often enact this in our relationships.

Now I want to speak here about the saying in the Bible, “Vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord.” It first must be understood that GOD did not write the Bible, Man did. Secondly, it must be understood that the Bible although one of the best books ever written, is not GOD’s Revelation to Man, it is Man’s interpretation of GOD. There is a big difference here in these two statements. Thirdly, the Bible was not written in English, it was written originally in Hebrew, so men have projected their own negative ego onto interpreting certain inspiration, both originally when it was first channeled through, and in transla-tions from language to language. The true meaning of this passage, in my humble opinion, is that everything in GOD’s Universe is governed by laws. one of the main laws is the law of karma. 

What you sow you reap, and what you put out comes back to you. GOD does not practice vengeance, for this is a negative egotistical concept and an improper word to describe GOD’s actions. The Old Testament is filled with descriptions of GOD as being angry and punishing. This, of course, is illusion and is Man’s negative ego being projected onto GOD’s actions. one cannot interpret the Bible, or anything else for that matter, until one has learned to transcend negative ego thinking. This is the problem with many Fundamentalist Christians, they interpret the Bible and Christ Teachings from their negative ego and create a distorted picture of His true teachings. 

This is not a judgement, just a lesson that they and many others need to learn. So the saying, “Vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord,” really has to do with the teaching that people should not try to punish or seek revenge, for GOD’s Laws automatically do this. What anyone puts out comes back to them and this laws extends over past lives. As Edgar Cayce said, “Every jot and title of the law is fulfilled.” Vengeance here should be replaced with the words Divine Law, Divine Justice, Divine Order. If one attacks and seeks revenge this will come back to them, for what you put out comes back to you. If you give love you will receive love. Does not the Bible also say, “If you live by the sword you will die by the Sword.”

In conclusion, this lessons is pointing out to you in a loving way that how you have perceived life in the past is a form of vengeance because the negative ego thought system is very vengeful, all it cares about is itself and it has no problem hurting others. It will do anything to protect its own perceived power and nest and will be incredibly mean and vicious if crossed or messed with in the slightest. This is not the thought system or form of seeing you want to demonstrate. The first step here is to truly recognize how disturbed the negative ego is and how vengeful, hurtful, punishing, attacking, judgmental, intolerant, impatient, and negatively selfish it is. It is only if we recognize this and see the negative ego for what it truly is, that we will develop the Spiritual desire to change the way we see and think.



Lesson 23
 
“I Can Escape From The World I See By Giving Up My Attack Thoughts”

 
As previously stated, one of the main principles of the Christ Conscious-ness is to give up one’s attack thoughts, and to replace them with only unconditional love thoughts. I will add here that anger is an attack thought. When you attack self or another you are attacking GOD. Does this make sense? God in all His forms and manifestations deserves only unconditional love. If one attacks then you will live in fear. They are two sides of the same coin. 

The only way to find inner peace is to find a new coin. The Christ Consciousness coin has unconditional love on both sides. If you give unconditional love in life to self and others then by the law of karma you will expect love in return. If you give attack then by the law of karma in your own mind you will live in fear because you will be expecting others to attack you, because that is what you do. This is a very profound statement I have just made. 

It demonstrates how the law of karma is even working in your own mind and in the world you think you are seeing. To escape from this vengeful and attacking world you see you must give up every single attack thought. This is why Buddhists will not even hurt a flea or an ant. Every form of life is a manifestation and incarnation of GOD. If you attack you are demonstrating separation consciousness. You are literally separating yourself from GOD in your own consciousness.

When we face the “Bardo” at death we are not facing the “Judgment” of GOD, for GOD has no judgement. What we are facing is how we thought, saw, felt and behaved towards ourselves, people and the world. Our consciousness is lined up against Christ Consciousness. There is no judgement, however we are shown the difference between how we demonstrated our consciousness and the consciousness of GOD and Christ. There is no judgement here, however if you do not want to have to reincarnate again on the physical, astral or mental planes to learn these lessons it is worth while to train them. 

GOD is infinitely forgiving and you have an eternal soul no matter what. GOD will give you a trillion incar-nations to learn these lessons or you can learn them now. GOD has lead you to the “Spiritual Gold “ your soul seeks. Take advantage of this “Golden Oppor-tunity”. You are the cause of your own reality. How you think, see, feel, and act determines each moment of your realizing GOD or not realizing GOD. If you have not in the past that is fine, for it is all forgiven and it has not changed your true identity as the Christ or the true nature of reality even though you have not thought that way. You have been living in a slightly negative dream of your own thought creation. 

You do not judge yourself when you wake up for a bad dream you had at night. So do not judge self or hold a grudge against self if you now realize you have been dreaming with your eyes wide open. Most people on the earth are dreaming the negative ego’s dream, including lightworkers to a large degree, and they do not realize it. Just be happy that you are now awaken-ing and that the bad dream of a reality of attack and fear is now leaving. You have not done this before because no one has ever trained you, and not very many people on this Earth understand it themselves let alone can train others to do it. The appropriate response is to feel grateful and happy that GOD has guid-ed you to the training you need to learn these lessons and refine your conscious-ness to the crystal purity it is your purpose to realize.

It must also be stated here however that to transcend one’s attack thoughts one must also transcend one’s fear thoughts. As I have already stated they are two sides of the same negative ego coin. The key lesson here is that every time an attack thought or fear thought tries to enter your mind push it out and replace it with an unconditional love thought. The continual process of doing this will cause the fear and attack thoughts to die from lack of “watering,” and the unconditional love thoughts will grow from “watering”. Over time this process will completely reprogram your conscious and subconscious thinking and become a habit. This is the true path and road to inner peace and Christ Consciousness seeing!



Lesson 24

“I Do Not Perceive My Own Best Interest”

 

This lesson is still focusing on the fact that we are trying to overcome a lifetime worth off mass consciousness programming, and possibly a great many lifetimes of mass consciousness programming. This lesson reminds me of the “Twelve Step Program of Alcoholics Anonymous”. First one has to admit they are an alcoholic before recovery is possible. If you do not admit the problem, the cure is not possible. The negative ego and its illusionary thought system never wants to admit a mistake and always wants to think it is the master of everything. It likes to think it has all the answers and that it is better than every-one else or worse than everyone else. 

The single biggest problem in having people and lightworkers read books like these is that the negative ego runs most people, and the key question is will the person be able to prevent the negative ego from reading the book through their eyes. Will the person be able to prevent the negative ego from being a know it all and/or having a closed mind, and/or sabotaging it by telling the person it has mastered all these lessons already or that they have no value. My Beloved Readers, you must realize that the negative ego is very threatened by a book like this. It has been the captain of a great many ships, and it does not want to give up this power. It will do any-thing in its power to sabotage the process, for the negative ego wants to stay in control.

This lesson is an admission that there might be something you can learn from A Course in Miracles, The Holy Spirit, the Master Jesus and this Manual. This is why the whole lesson of transcending negative ego thinking is such a tricky thing to change. The negative ego is in control of most people’s thinking and vision, and is not open to change and does not want to change. So GOD, Christ, The Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus are calling on you to summon all the courage, Spiritual purity and Spiritual honesty within your being, to go through this process and have an open mind and consider the possibility that this Spiritual tool might be a vehicle for you to refine and purify your consciousness even more than it is. For this reason it is essential to admit this insight to yourself to break the negative ego’s potential stranglehold on one’s consciousness. “Hence you do not perceive your own best interest.”



Lesson 25

“I Do Not Know What Anything Is For”

 
This lesson is a continuation of the last lesson. We first must admit we do not perceive things properly, which of course just means we are not always thinking properly. The second thing is we must hence admit we do not know what anything outside of ourselves is for. For example, we may see an alcoholic laying in the gutter and the negative ego tells us in our minds, “what a pitiful person.” What the true meaning of this was, GOD and the Holy Spirit wanted to teach you a lesson about the pitfalls of alcohol and to have compassion. Things are always happening in our lives, which is communication from GOD and life teaching us certain lessons, and we do not always interpret these lessons properly. 

One of the amazing spiritual observations I have made in watching both lightworkers, my students, clients, and even friends, is that their perception and what they perceive the world is for, is directly connected to their Spiritual philosophy or psychology. For example, they may have what I would call a slightly imbalanced Spiritual Psychology, so what happens is they might interpret a dream they had, but they do it from this slightly nonintegrated philosophy and so their interpretation of the dream always supports their slightly fragmented psychology. It is the same thing with Fundamentalist Christians who support their theory with verses from the Bible, which they have interpreted inaccurately. 

So my Beloved Readers, do you see why it is important to first admit that you do not know what anything is for. If you don’t, how can you learn anything from the Holy Spirit? Do you really believe you cannot learn anything from the Holy Spirit, to improve your Christ Vision, Christ Perception and overall Christ Consciousness? There is not one person on Earth who cannot learn from GOD, Christ and The Holy Spirit, and who can refine and purify their mental, emotional, etheric, physical body, and who does not need to be vigilant and remove some negative ego thoughts. Even Masters on the inner plane are still clearing remnants of negative ego thinking. If they can admit this, certainly you can. Do not let the negative ego read this book through your eyes, or you will learn nothing. 

Have the courage to push the negative ego aside and go through this process and training. As I said earlier the initial lessons are breaking down the old programming and the later lessons are designed to build up the new Christed Programming. If you let the negative ego convince you that you have nothing to learn and you see and know everything perfectly, then you will learn nothing. If you are going to have an open mind and you are going to try and completely 100% release the negative ego’s hold on you in every ounce of your being, then you must also be willing to admit to the possibility that “you do not know what anything is for.” This allows the negative ego and its illusionary thought system to be cleared and allows The Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus in conjunction with this Manual to make sure your mental and emotional bodies are 100% clear.



Lesson 26

“My Attack Thoughts Are Attacking My Invulnerability”

 
This my Beloved Readers is a very profound lesson, and you will all really like the reality of this lesson. The truth The Holy Spirit would like to teach you is that you are 100% invulnerable mentally and emotionally. This, my friends, is a very profound statement and should bring you great comfort. The reason you are invulnerable is that you cause your own reality. People and out-side situations do not cause you to think or feel anything, your own interpreta-tions and belief systems do. Very few people on this planet truly own their complete invulnerability. It is true that we cannot always control everything that happens to us from the outside world, but we can control our interpretation and attitude towards everything that happens to us which allows us to control our thinking and feeling response. This is why inner peace and happiness is a state of mind, an attitude, and not anything stemming or coming from outside of self.

The Master Jesus demonstrated this on the cross. It is true that one’s physical body is not invulnerable, but in truth this is not your true identity. Your true identity is as a Soul, and/or Son and Daughter of GOD. The Soul is invul-nerable and indestructible. The Body can be killed but the Soul cannot. Now in the highest sense of Spiritual Mastery even the physical body is invulnerable and the Master Jesus proved this, for after he was physically killed he even resurrected it and brought it back to life. If that isn’t invulnerability I do not know what is. Jesus also raised Lazarus from the dead. Sai Baba the great Spiritual Master from India living in the world today has been known to do this on many occasions. Even after the person has been dead for over three days.

Our minds are invulnerable because no person or outside event can make us think anything we don’t want to. Our feeling and emotions are invulnerable because no person or outside event can make us feel anything we don’t choose to. Our Soul is invulnerable because there is no such thing as death, there is just the translation from dimension to dimension. At the highest levels of the Ascen-sion process and Resurrection process one can learn to Dematerialize the Body into Light and back again while still living on the Earth. At the highest levels of Spiritual growth we can dematerialize the physical body into Light and take it with us when we pass on to the Spirit world if we want to.

Most people in life are victims and not Masters of their consciousness and do not fully own their true “invulnerability” on all levels. The Master Jesus demonstrated this on all levels by remaining in his Christ Consciousness even though he was whipped, beaten, crucified and physically killed. He demon-strated his invulnerability on a Soul and Spiritual Level by resurrecting his physical body. He did it on the mental and emotional level by interpreting the lesson he went through from his Christ Mind and not the negative ego mind. He did not give in to anger or hold a grudge, instead he said, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do. Through the whole ordeal he did not give in to his negative ego. He fully demonstrated his mental and emotional mastery and invulnerability even under the most extreme circumstances. If he can do it under such an extreme circumstances then certainly we can do the same amidst the lessons we are going through. The Master Jesus mastered and controlled the use of his energies on all levels, Spiritual, mental, emotional, energetic, and physical.

This lesson today teaches that our attack thoughts are attacking our invulnerability. What does this mean? This means the only way we can not be victims in life and not be vulnerable to negativity on any level is to remain out of the negative ego and its negative, victim consciousness thought system. When we attack ourselves or attack others we are attacking GOD, our fellow Sons and Daughters of GOD and ourselves, which are all one in truth. When we attack we are getting locked back into the negative ego thought system and we hence, by the laws of the mind and emotions, will get locked into fear. one cannot attack and also not live in fear. The only way out of fear is to give up attack thoughts as well. They are two sides of the same coin. When we attack it is actually demonstrating that we have already given into fear and vulnerability. Would one ever need to attack if they were demonstrating invulnerability?

One of the keys to invulnerability is to own your personal power at all times. Key number two is to have unconditional self-love and self-worth from within self and from GOD, and not seek it from anyone outside of self. Key three is to always have your Golden Bubble of protection up so other people’s negativity slides off your Golden Bubble like water off a duck’s back. The only effect another person’s attack thoughts have on you is the effect you let them have. Do not let other people be the computer programmer of your thoughts, feelings and emotions. on the mental level in the field of hypnosis when one allows themselves to be victims of thoughts, attack thoughts or any type of thoughts, this is called “hypersuggestability.” Most people in this world are living in a constant state of victim consciousness and hypersuggestability, and my job is to help them get out of it and get back to owning your full self-mastery on all levels and hence own your “Invulnerability”.

My Beloved Readers as you can see this is a very profound lesson and I am sure there is not one of my Readers who can not benefit from the application of this lesson in some area of their life both past and present. one of the real keys to realizing the Christ Consciousness is to transcend attack/fear thinking and replace it with being the cause of your reality, unconditional love, invulnerability, defenselessness, harmlessness, humility, non-judgementalness, and forgiveness. My Beloved Readers, it is now time to fully claim your invulnerability on all levels from a Christ Consciousness and humble perspective. This, my friends, is an incredibly profound lesson when understood and applied to its fullest extent. If you give up your attack thoughts and truly own your invulnerability on all levels, I think you will also see there is not need for fear because no one can hurt you. Hurt is a by-product of believing in attack. If you believe in hurt then you also believe in attack. 

Do you see why in past lessons we needed to affirm? We did not perceive and understand what things were for. The way GOD, Christ and the Holy Spirit would have us think is completely antithetical to the way the world thinks. If you do not allow your self to have attack thoughts, and you fully own that other people’s attack thoughts cannot affect you because you are the cause of your reality and not a victim, then don’t you also see now that you can’t get hurt? This is incredibly profound. All the hurt you have ever experienced has been caused by your own thinking, not by anything outside of self. 

My Beloved Readers, you cannot be hurt if you are right with self and right with GOD. Hurt also comes when we get too attached to people and outside things. If these things always remain as super strong preferences and not attachments then we are assured of being happy at all times as well, no matter what happens in life. If we fully recognize and own the fact that there is no such thing as death, then what is to fear? If we fully own the fact that we have the ability to fully turn our own bodies into light and resurrect the body as the Master Jesus so clearly demonstrated and is a known fact, and understand in the Ascension Teachings then what is to fear if you or a loved one even dies? They are not dead, this is illusion. You will see them again. You will see them again on the inner plane, and/or if it is your destiny to ever have another Earth life they may even be your father, mother, brother, sister or child.

My Beloved Readers, in this Holy Instant own the profundity of this statement, you are invulnerable. You always have been and you are now and you always will be on every level. It is now time in this Holy Instant to fully own this on every level of your being. Make your decision now that you are going to develop the ability to turn your body into light, so you can attend the Council Meetings on the inner plane and return to Earth again. Fully claim now that you want to dematerialize your body into Light at death. Tell GOD, Christ, The Holy Spirit and the Masters and Angels this. They will help you. The Master Jesus demonstrated that it could be done. I tell you my Beloved Readers, it can be done and others have done it as well. 

It is now time to fully own your personal power in service of GOD. It is now time to fully own that you are a Master and not a Victim. It is time to now in this Holy Instant fully own that you are “invulnerable and that you cannot be hurt.” Other people’s attack thoughts and judgements slide off your bubble like water off a duck’s back. It is now time to fully own that you are invulnerable on all levels, and that you are going to turn your body into light and resurrect it at death and achieve what is called your “Physical Ascension”, which means turning the physical body into Light when you die. Since you are now fully owning your invulnerability on every level it is now time in this Holy Instant to fully own that “you not only cannot be touched by attack thoughts from within or without, but that you also cannot now and will not from now on be touched by fear.”

My Beloved Readers, I ask you, does GOD need to fear anything? Of course not, for GOD did not create fear, Man did by choosing to think with the negative ego’s mind instead of GOD’s Mind. If GOD did not create it, it is not real. We are each made in GOD’s image and likeness. We each are in truth miniature copies of GOD. The microcosm is like the Macrocosm. Fear does not exist in GOD’s reality and it does not exist in our reality, in the ultimate ideal. 

My Beloved Readers, it is now time to fully own the indisputable Spiritual fact that you are 100% invulnerable on every level, and that you cannot be hurt and fear cannot touch you as well, unless you choose to let it in. GOD did not have us incarnate into this world to be victims. He had us incarnate into this world to be Masters and Causes of our reality. It is now time for each and every person in this world to step forward into life with full Personal Power, full Invulnerability, full Transcendence of negative ego thinking and full Unconditional Love. It is also essential to understand that one can transcend fear with just the understanding of one’s Invulnerability. Invulnerability must be connected with Unconditional love.. Unconditional Love is the replacement for the former attack/fear and attack/hurt illusionary negative ego thought system. So in conclusion, fully recognize the profundity of this lesson, that your attack thoughts are attacking your own invulnerability.

One more thought that I would like to add to this lesson is the concept of physical immortality. The Mastery of the physical body goes far beyond what most people imagine. Not only is it possible to turn the body into light and dematerialize it at will at higher levels of initiation, it is also possible to practice “physical immortality”. This means stopping the aging process and even reversing it. The negative ego thought system believes in ageing and death. The Christ Consciousness recognizes the unlimitedness of GOD. Part of removing the negative ego thought system is getting rid of all mass consciousness programming of all death thoughts and aging thoughts. 

They are to be replaced with thoughts of “physical immortality and youthing”. Affirm every day that your physical body is invulnerable, immortal and youthing. This does not mean that you have to remain on the Earth for Eternity. It means that you can stay as long as you choose to in perfect radiant health without aging. This is not something you have to do or have to demonstrate. In my opinion, I think it is a good idea for everyone to do even if you plan on leaving the Earth soon. 

As Parmahansa Yogananda the Great Spiritual Saint from India said, “Even on your death bed you should be affirming you are in perfect radiant health.” Having such an attitude will help to keep you healthy and strong until you choose to leave. As we all know the Master Saint Germain demonstrated such an ability on Earth for many hundreds of years. Adopting such a philosophy allows you to serve on Earth as long as you want with excellent health and vitality. Who knows you might want to stay and serve a little longer than previously planned. Especially when such things as dematerializing the physical body is possible while still remaining on Earth. This way, one could have the best of both worlds. 

One could dematerialize and travel to the inner planes and attend all the Council Meetings and still be serving on Earth. This may sound far-fetched to some, however I tell you, my Beloved Readers, it is a potentiality for every Soul on Earth. Did not the Master Jesus walk on water and turn water into wine? Did not the Master Jesus create many loafs of bread from just one loaf of bread? Did not the Master Jesus say, “Anything I can do you can do and more.” Was the Master Jesus not telling the truth here? I think we all know he was! We live in amazing times and the increase of Spiritual Light, Love and Power is enormous. Lightworkers are completing initiations in two years which took whole lifetimes or many lifetimes in the past. 

The key to the whole process is being integrated. You will not achieve or be allowed to achieve higher more advanced Ascended Master Abilities if you do not first develop the Advanced Ascended Master ability of learning to transcend negative ego thinking and learn to fully program into every ounce of your being Christ Consciousness programming. Work on releasing the negative ego death and aging programming from your consciousness and affirm and program into every ounce of your being only “physical immortality and youthing programming”, even if your mission on Earth is limited in terms of time. It will make you healthier and stronger and again who knows you might even change your mind and want to remain a little longer. 

The key point here is, that this state of consciousness gives you a choice, and even if you 100% develop this ability you can still leave the Earth whenever your Spiritual mission is completed and you want to. Even if you choose to never use the physical immortality it will help to make you retain your present age and even become younger, vital and alive until you decide to continue your mission on the higher Spiritual Planes of existence!

These three programs; of learning to dematerialize the physical body and travel to the inner planes and back, Physical Ascension also known as Resurrection, and Physical Immortality and Youthing, I feel all go together in terms of learning to ground the Love, Light and Power of GOD fully into the physical vehicle and the Earth Herself. As you can now see my Beloved Readers, much negative ego thinking is being released and many attitudes are being changed and transformed. 

Many attitudes and beliefs that you have already had are now becoming more deeply ingrained and programmed and cemented into your being. This again is why affirming such lessons as not perceiving your best interest, or knowing what things are for, have been important for they have allowed you to have a more “open mind” and to have the humbleness and humility of Christ that there might be a few places your Diamond might have needed a little polishing. 

The Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus thank you for your willingness to put the negative ego aside and for having such an open mind. Never forget the most advanced Ascended Master ability of all is learning to transcend the negative ego and its negative ego thought system. Its abilities to seduce, manipulate, sabotage and deceive people and lightworkers is extraordinary. A Course in Miracles and this Manual have been written to help lightworkers understand and have the tools to withstand the negative ego’s assaults and to replace them with the Grandeur of Christ Consciousness thinking!



Lesson 27

“Above All Else I Want To See”

 
This next lesson is designed to now inspire you to want to see properly after all you have learned. From just reading only the first 26 lessons I know you can all feel the profound excitement and transformation that is now taking place as you are learning these lessons. You are experiencing the Science of Attitudinal Healing, which is the transformation of negative ego thinking to Christ thinking. You are now feeling the profound results and excitement already. This is why “above all else I want to see.” It is essential that this be your number one top priority and that you demonstrate the “dedication and joyous vigilance” to remain focused on learning and maintaining this process. This is a process you must maintain your entire life. If you truly want to realize GOD, this must be your number one priority at all times. 

You must be on Fire for GOD at all times. I am amazed to see a great many lightworkers who get all enthused about a Spiritual Workshop, Class, Seminar, Book, and then six months later they are getting sucked back into the glamours of over identification with the material world. The true Spiritual Master never loses their focus, concentration and Spiritual desire for God Realization. This is a 24 hour a day, seven day a week, 365 days a year, lifetime process. We cannot take breaks from our Spiritual Path and go on automatic pilot and expect to make true Spiritual Progress. If you want true God Realization you must want GOD like a drowning man wants air. You must not allow any false gods of the negative ego to replace the only true GOD. The reason people fall back asleep and back into the glamour, maya and illusion of the material world is because they lost their focus, joyous vigilance and unwavering desire for God Realization as their only goal and purpose in life. 

My Beloved Readers, can the paltry goals of the negative ego and lower self bring you anything you really want? This is why this lesson is so important this day and always. “Above all else I want to see.” Ask the Holy Spirit to help you undo all your negative ego thoughts and to help you completely reprogram your conscious and subconscious thinking with the Christ Consciousness. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you not forget. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you to see with its vision and clarity. Ask the Master Jesus as well. 

Study this Manual and read it over and over again until these lessons are indelibly ingrained in every ounce of your being. Then you will have the Golden Consciousness of the Christ. Above all else have an unquenchable thirst to desire to see with your Christ eyes and not your ego’s eyes. Above all else maintain this desire every moment of your life, even after you think you have mastered these lessons. For even if this is true, that is when you are most susceptible to falling back under the illusion, glamour and maya of the negative ego. For as soon as we think we have mastered these lessons, we become less vigilant and stop the Spiritual practices that got us there. As the Bible says, “after pride cometh the fall.” 

My Beloved Readers I have seen this happen to so many Spiritual Leaders, Spiritual Teachers, Spiritual Channels, Spiritual Scientists and Lightworkers, that it would make your head spin. I have seen this happen so many times, that I am actually incredibly surprised when it doesn’t happen. I am not being negative here, I am sharing with you an absolutely essential truth. Most people and lightworkers on the earth have not been trained in Spiritual Psychology, as I am describing it, to a sufficient degree. They are much more developed in their Spiritual Bodies than they are in their Psycho-logical bodies. This I tell you, my friend, will lead to total corruption, contamination and falling from grace every single time. The world does not need more channels, it needs more trained Spiritual Counselors and Teachers who can apply these principals within self and can teach them to others. I am known in the New Age Movement for my cutting edge work in the field of Ascension. 

I have written 27 books on the subject. I tell you my friends, if the lessons I speak of here in this book aren’t learned, then all channeling and Spiritual teaching will become corrupted by the negative ego. Trust my words here for I speak from a lifetime worth of experience as a Spiritual Psychologist, Spiritual Teacher and Spiritual Channel. If you do not learn how to transcend negative ego thinking it will completely corrupt all other Spiritual gifts and abilities over time. It is like an unseen cancer that spreads. 

The most absolutely astounding point is that, as I have stated, almost everyone falls under the negative ego’s seduction and glamour, not one person of the 99% who do will realize it. Even though their channelings and Spiritual teachings will be filled with fragmentation, corruption, self-aggrandizement, greed, thirst for power, negative ego ambition, idolatry of fame, narcissism, self-centeredness, selfish motivations and personal agendas they will see absolutely nothing. They will have fallen from grace and become completely corrupted and contaminated by the illusion of negative ego and have no idea it will have taken place. If you would ask them if negative ego has entered in they will say, “no, of course not, I am 100% clear.” Do not think I am being humorous here for I am not. I am not being overly serious either. 

I am just telling you the truth. Of the 99% of the people who fall under the negative ego thought system to one degree or another, hardly anyone realizes this when it is happening. I share this with you to not under-estimate the powers of delusion the negative ego holds. If it can happen to that high a percentage of your Brothers and Sisters it can happen to you. I do not say this to create fear, I share this to help you “wake up and smell the coffee,” as to the importance of learning these lessons. 

There is no lesson more important than learning to transcend negative ego thinking and replacing it with Christ Consciousness thinking. I share this Spiritual observation and Spiritual discernment with you to motivate you to “Above all else to want to see,” as GOD, Christ and the Holy Spirit would have you see. Most of all, retain this under-standing and your joyous vigilance this entire lifetime, for one can slip back under the veil of the negative ego by going back into automatic pilot. one can fall back into negative ego in the twinkling of an eye. The allowing of one negative ego thought can allow a whole train of negative ego thoughts and feelings to begin to manifest. Heed the Master Jesus’ advice in the Bible, where he said, “Be ye Faithful unto death and I will give thee a Crown of Life.” 

My Beloved Readers, can you maintain your determination to see only with your Christ eyes and not with your negative ego eyes this entire lifetime and hence reap the rewards of Jesus’ most profound words? The choice is yours. Do not go after you Spiritual path with a 60% effort, or 75% effort, or even a 99% effort. Go after your Spiritual Path with a 100% effort. If you don’t, it will be to that degree the negative ego will be allowed to slip in. Would you really want 99% GOD and 1% negative ego? Does the negative ego and lower self really hold anything you want? Is not GOD worth such an effort? I am not saying you can’t enjoy yourself, or have fun, or enjoy making love to your spouse, or you can’t go on vacations. I am saying do all these things, but do not let in the negative ego, and do these things in a balanced way that fits in with the totality and context of your entire Spiritual Path. Mistakes are 100% okay, and perfection is not required to receive the “Crown of Life.” 

Far from it, in truth. I am not just satisfied with achieving liberation and breaking the wheel of reincarnation, I want everyone to truly realize GOD on a Spiritual, mental, emotional, etheric, physical and Earthly level. Life actually becomes a lot more fun and a lot more enjoyable and easy once you learn how to transcend negative ego thinking. The biggest thing that makes life hard is the fact that the negative ego runs the world and has run our lives and we have not realized it. once we do, and practice these lessons, we can live in a more transcendent reality that is free from pain and suffering which all stems from the negative ego in the first place. 

Once we master these lessons within self, we can help others to master them which is a great joy. You do not have to be a psychologist to do this, you can just do this by talking to people and helping them to admit their perspective. You can also help them by turning them onto a good book, tape or lecture in this regard. People all around the world are so hungry for these teachings. one does not need a lifetime worth of therapy to do it. It really is quite simple once you understand the process. It is just a matter of shifting attitudes. That is why I like to call these processes attitudinal healing. It is as simple as shifting from negative ego interpretations of life to Christ Consciousness interpretations of Life.



Lesson 28

“Above All Else I Want To See Things Differently”

 
This lesson is a continuation of the last one. It is just emphasizing the point that there is a different way of seeing then the way you have seen in the past. It is emphasizing the point that you are completely 100% motivated to see things differently from the negative ego thought system if it has any hold or grasp over you or not. This lesson is just emphasizing there is the potentiality that there are other thoughts or beliefs you might be holding onto consciously or subconsciously that the Holy Spirit can help you to undo and replace with the Christ Consciousness interpretation. Given these facts, “Above all else desire to see things differently.”

 

Lesson 29

“GOD Is In Everything I See”

 
This is one of the first lessons that begins the process of re-establishing the New Christed Consciousness after focusing previously much more on undo-ing the negative ego thought system. This is a most profound lesson and has many meanings. The first is that GOD is in all your thoughts when you see with Christed Vision. This is true for we have established that one’s seeing is caused by one’s thinking. Secondly, this is true because all that exists is GOD. In truth there is nothing but GOD. We live and move and have our being in GOD. Every person you meet is an incarnation of GOD. Every animal, plant and mineral is an incarnation of GOD. All Physical material substance that we can physically see is literally the physical body of GOD. GOD literally created everything, and everything in the infinite physical and nonphysical Universe is made up of GOD. We literally live in a Sea of GOD. All the other dimensions of reality are manifestations of GOD. Of course all the planets, the stars, the solar systems, galaxies, universes and infinite cosmos is GOD. Every encounter with anything in life during sleep or wakefulness is God meeting God. Every situation in life is GOD’s Laws in action.

There is only one thing that is not GOD, and that is the belief in separation or the belief that you are just a physical body rather than a Son and/or Daughter of GOD living in a physical body. It is this faulty belief which is the foundation for how the entire illusionary negative ego thought system started in the first place. In truth, everything is a manifestation and creation of GOD, no-thing is separate and all creation is one vast incarnation of GOD. GOD has created God to explore GOD and return back to GOD. How is that for an answer! This is why “GOD is in everything you see.”



Lesson 30

“GOD Is In Everything I See Because GOD Is In My Mind”
 
 
Since GOD created us we are literally miniature copies of GOD. This is why the Bible says we are made in GOD’s Image. If we want to understand GOD, we need only to look at our selves. We are the microcosm and GOD is the Macrocosm. GOD has an Infinite Universal Mind, and we as co-creators with GOD share an aspect of GOD’s Infinite Mind. GOD is not only in every-thing we see outside of ourselves, GOD is literally everything inside of our-selves as well, including our mind. Our mind is not separate from GOD. Our feelings and emotions in truth are not separate from GOD. Our physical body is not separate from GOD. Our physical body is a cell in GOD’s Infinite Physical Body. Our energy is GOD’s energy. The images we see in our mind are GOD’s images. How can anything within or without be separate if all that exists is GOD? The entire infinite physical Universe and all the Physical Universes are just the Body of GOD. We live inside GOD’s Body and on top of GOD’s Body. We also live inside GOD’s Physical Body because our physical body is an aspect of GOD’s Infinite Physical Body.

If all that existed in the beginning was the void or nothingness, and out of this GOD with the Power of His Mind created all form, then everything has to be GOD, because it came from GOD. All the Dimensions of reality are Heavens or manifestations and Worlds of GOD. We have all heard the phrase, “I am in Seventh Heaven.” Well in truth all Seven Heavens, which the Material Universe is one of, are Creations of GOD. All beings within them and all things with them, be they physical or Spiritual in substance are Creations of GOD. 

All Creation hence lives and moves and has their being in GOD. In the “Void of Nothingness” is GOD. Even that which is formless is GOD. GOD Breathes our form and then breathes back to Himself all Creation. Whether in form or out of form all is GOD. Since God Created our minds, and our minds are in truth an aspect of His Infinite Mind, then GOD is not only in our minds because He created them, but in truth it is GOD seeing through our minds. God created us and did give us free choice and free will to create like Him. We literally are Him in the sense that He Created us. GOD Is like the infinite Cosmic Monad, or Mighty I Am Presence, and we all are miniature Mighty I Am Presences, and we all are self-conscious copies of Aspects of GOD and are creating with an aspect of GOD’s mind. 

We have always been with GOD and one with GOD. GOD creates, plays and loves with his Infinite Cosmic Mind. We as GOD’s Sons and Daughters create, play and love and continue to extend GOD’s Kingdom through the use of our mind, which is in truth, His mind as well. In a sense we share this mind. We are both one with GOD and have an individuality or particular lens of focus through which we can see GOD and GOD can see Himself. 

Every incarnation of GOD be it person, animal, plant or mineral is a particular self-conscious sentient lens of GOD. We left GOD in the beginning as Sons and Daughters of GOD to help GOD extend GOD’s Kingdom through the power of our minds, for we create in the exact same way that GOD Creates. The only difference is GOD does it on a much larger scale and GOD does not think with a negative ego mind that believes in separation. That is something we created with our free choice. GOD and we chose because we share the same mind, to incarnate into physical substance to explore the nature of GOD in physical form. In coming into physical form we were still Sons and Daughters of GOD and still one with GOD in consciousness. 

Separation occurred when we overidentified with matter and our physical bodies, and began to base reality on physical sight rather than Spiritual sight. Physical sight would appear to make things separate and just physical sight would appear to tell us we are just physical bodies, which of course is illusion. Physical bodies are separate in a physical sense but not in a Spiritual sense. Our true identity is as Sons and Daughters of GOD. When we began to over identify with matter we fell asleep and that is when the negative ego thought system began. GOD didn’t create this we created this with our free choice. 

Negative ego is an entire thought system and philosophy that is based on a belief that you are just your physical body and not a Son and Daughter of GOD, and on a belief in separation that does not really exist. From this faulty premise came fear, selfishness, hedonism, greed, attack, competition, jealousy, guilt, pain and suffering. All negative feelings and emotions began to develop. People actually began to believe that they were separate from their Creator, Creation and each other. This of course was all illusion, but the law of the mind is that you live in the dream creation of that which you think. 

All perception is a dream the Course teaches, but the purpose of life is to live in the loving, happy, dream of GOD, rather than the nightmarish, hellish thoughtform dream of the negative ego. Hell is a state of consciousness and a place. It began in consciousness, but became a place because that is what Sons and Daughters of GOD created with their minds and where they vibrated to upon leaving their physical bodies, for they continue to live in this illusion even upon leaving the physical body. Now not everyone thinks as negatively as everyone else. Hell is just the lowest level of negative ego thinking. This would not be a place normal negatively ego run people would go, this would be the thought form creation of mass murders and the like. Even they are helped by GOD’s Angels and they, in truth, are Sons and Daughters of GOD. 

All is forgiven and eventually they will learn their lessons and will learn to create like GOD and return to GOD as well. As the Course says, “The fall never really happened we just think it did.” This of course is a most profound statement. This is why the Introduction to A Course in Miracles says, “Nothing real can be threatened and nothing unreal exists. Herein lies the Peace of GOD.” What this means is that all the misthinking or negative ego thinking we have done in the past for eons of time has not changed our true identity as the Christ one bit. 

We always have been the Christ, we are the Christ right now and al-ways will be the Christ. We always have been one with GOD, we are one with GOD right now and always will be one with GOD. We realize this when we realize the “Holy Instant”. All our miscreations of negative ego thinking are nothing more than a bad dream that does not really exist. It disappears the second you realize it was anything more than a bad dream. So in this Holy Instant you are waking up from a dream within a dream. You are waking up from a dream even though you thought you were conscious. You thought you were conscious, but you weren’t really completely conscious because you were still thinking and seeing from the negative ego’s eyes and thought system. 

In this Holy Instant, now in this moment, you are now totally aware, for you recognize your true Eternal Identity as the Christ and/or Eternal Self. You also recognize your Brothers’ and Sisters’ true Identity as the Christ and Eternal Self. You now recognize your complete oneness and lack of separation from GOD, and you also recognize your complete oneness and lack of separation from your Brothers and Sisters. This, my Beloved Readers, is the essence of what A Course in Miracles teaches and is the truth of your being. 

In this Holy Instant is Salvation achieved, and the Atonement or At-One-Ment is attained. To Atone means to undo. The Course and this manual is teaching you to undo your past negative ego thinking with help from the Holy Spirit, the Master Jesus, the inner plane Ascended Masters and the Archangels and Angels of the Light of GOD. It is the Master Jesus who brought A Course in Miracles forward from the inner planes through a channel on Earth. It truly is a Revelation of GOD, and a most practical Revelation and tool for healing your mind, feelings and emotions.

All the miscreations of your mind are of course forgiven for they were nothing more than a bad dream, and that bad dream never really existed in the first place. You do not hold a grudge against yourself for having a bad dream or nightmare when you sleep at night. When you wake up you are just relieved that it was a bad dream and was not real, and you do not give it another thought. This is the way that GOD looks at our bad dreams we created while thinking we were conscious, when in truth we are under a negative dream or negative hypnosis of the negative ego. 

All our misthink-ing and miscreations of the negative ego in past lives or this life, all just disappear in this “Holy Instant.” The night-mare of the negative ego has ended. The truth of GOD has returned at last. Do you see how silly it was now to look at your Brother and Sister as anything but the Christ? It does not matter that they are creating with their negative ego mind, and creating some negative ego feelings and emotions, or may have a sick physical body, or an unattractive physical body. This is just their bad dream. Are you going to hold their bad dream against them? Are you going to hold your bad dream against yourself? Do you want GOD to hold your bad dream and negative hypnosis against you? I think not. Give to your Brother and Sister that which GOD has given you and you have given to yourself in this “Holy Instant”. 

For each meeting or contact with a Brother or Sister whether they are evolved or not is Christ meeting Christ, God meeting God! To see anything else is to fall back into the negative thinking and vision of the negative ego and to fall back asleep yourself. What you give to your Brother and Sister is literally what you are giving to GOD and giving to yourself for the world is a projection screen of your own movie which are the thoughts you are running in your mind. If you think with your negative ego mind you “project”. If you think with your Christ mind you “Extend” GOD’s Kingdom. one is illusion and the other is Truth. Seeing each Brother and Sister as the Christ is called, “Innocent Perception”. 

Instead of seeing only the form of their physical body, the form of their feelings and emotions, and the form of the mind, and judging it. You are seeing with your Christ Vision and seeing their true identity even though they do not probably see it for themselves yet. This is called “innocent perception”. You are seeing their innocence instead of their guilt. You are a “love finder instead of a fault finder.” My Beloved Readers, which reality would you rather live in? The choice is yours. In truth this is not a choice at all for it is a choice for living in Heaven or Hell. Hell is a state of mind and everyone can and will live in it, if they allow the negative ego rather than the Holy Spirit and your own Mighty I Am Presence to guide your thinking.

Now my Beloved Readers, given this Revelation of GOD from the Holy Spirit, in this Holy Instant and every Holy Instant about the true nature of reality, “Peace has come at last.” You know your true identity as the Christ as well as your Brothers and Sisters and you know that it cannot be taken away even if you or your brother and Sister fall asleep. You will of course not fall asleep unless you choose to for you cause your own reality by how you think. Peace has come at last for the negative ego has been undone and the nightmare and bad dream of the negative ego is now over. Praise GOD! Soak this in my Beloved Readers for this is a truth, “that truly passeth understanding.”

There is one more thing I must explain however that A Course in Miracles does not explain, not because the Holy Spirit or the Master Jesus did not understand this, but because it was not the purpose or the focus of the book to do so. The focus of the book was to bring you this understanding and bring you this Truth. There is, in my opinion, no Spiritual insight or understanding that could be more profound. What Peace this understanding brings. I must explain one thing that the Course does not explain to put this insight into proper perspective. 

One must ask, “Why is there all this talk about people needing to go through initiations or levels of Samadhi and the like in other teachings?” This is a very important teaching for everyone including long time A Course in Miracles students and teachers. Even though what the Course in Miracles says is 100% true, it is not enough just to realize this in this Holy Instant. We almost must “demonstrate this”. This is why when we have this Revelation in this Holy Instant we just don’t turn into light and disappear and find ourselves at the 352nd level of the Godhead with GOD.

The way GOD has set up the process of Creation is that it is not just enough to just think this, we also must demonstrate and fully realize this under-standing. For example, can you demonstrate this understanding in your marriage, with your children, when someone judges or attacks you, on your job, with your mother-in-law, with your parents, when someone steals from you? The list is endless, however I think you get my point. The way GOD has set up creation is we must demonstrate this understanding first on a Planetary Level, then on a Solar Level, then on a Galactic Level, then on a Universal Level, then on a Multi-Universal Level, and then on a Cosmic or GOD Level. 

These Levels have been broken down into initiations, 352 to be exact. As we demonstrate our mastery of all the Spiritual lessons that confront us at each level, we graduate so to speak and are allowed to move on to the next level. Part of this process is also doing service and helping others in the way that GOD desired and created us to do. This is usually in accord with the Ray Type of our Monad, Mighty I Am Presence and/or Soul. As we demonstrate our ability to Master the lessons, at each level we graduate, move up an octave and dimension, and are given a higher initiatory status which means we have more Light, Love and Power of GOD running through us. Earth is a Spiritual school to practice these lessons. When we graduate we will break the wheel of reincarnation and achieve liberation and not have to return. We will continue demonstrating Godliness and serving at the next Heaven of GOD. This will continue until we not only become Planetary Ascended Masters but also ultimately Cosmic Ascended Masters as well. 

My Beloved readers, the proof is in the pudding. It is not enough just to think it, we also have to demonstrate our mastery under fire so to speak. Imagine what would happen if GOD let us return to the 352nd level upon having this insight and realization for the first time. We would experience the rapture and immediately return to the seventh Heaven, skipping all the other Heavens and immediately be responsible for all of creation. Most people cannot even obtain inner peace in themselves, or in a romantic relationship, or with their Mother-in-law, let alone be responsible for entire Universes. Do you see why GOD’s Plan makes good sense. At the 352nd level of GOD’s reality in the Seventh Heaven if you misthink you could destroy a Galaxy! 

You think I am joking, but I am not. The higher you go in the initiation process the higher the Spiritual Voltage and power of your thinking. Do you think you have that much mastery over your mind where you are ready to create solar systems, galaxies, universes, and be responsible for tens of trillions of souls under your care? My Beloved Readers given this understanding I think you will agree that it was probably wise of GOD to set things up this way. So at each level you are given a new belt so to speak as they do in the Martial Arts. Instead of a black belt however, we will get a white belt, golden belt, platinum belt and eventually the colorless belt of GOD Himself, as a Cosmic Ascended Master. 

A Course in Miracles doesn’t explain this however the Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus have asked me to fill in some of these issues so we don’t get fragmented in our understanding. It was not the purpose of A Course in Miracles books to explain all knowledge in the infinite Universe in one book. Its purpose has been gloriously achieved. It is our job to properly integrate A Course in Miracles and not limit ourselves to it as the only sliver of truth. If we do so we have fallen back under the tyranny of the negative ego again. For if you think by just having this total true Revelation of GOD which will bring you total inner peace that your Spiritual work is over and you are Completely GOD Realized, this is untrue. 

You have become realized on the mental and emotional plane every moment you choose GOD instead of negative ego, however to fully realize this understanding in the totality of your being will take practicing and demonstrating it. one time thinking and realizing it is not enough. Can you become totally involved with earth life and live in the marketplace as the Master Jesus did and still do it? This is the key question. If you practice the Teaching in A Course in Miracles diligently and in a dedicated manner you will move extremely fast in your Spiritual Progression. Each level we graduate from will bring us to higher levels of initiation and much greater Spiritual voltage. Each level will also give us much more Spiritual Leadership and Spiritual responsibility for serving others. When we can master ourselves, then we must learn to master our relationships. 

Once we have mastered this Planet we will achieve liberation and be raised in our initiatory status to be in charge of a solar system and have solar responsibilities. Then galactic responsibilities, universal responsibilities, multi-universal responsibilities and cosmic responsibilities. Eventually we may literally be in charge of Creating universes and be responsible for all the sentient beings in an entire Universe, as Melchizedek our Universal Logos is. Eventually we may be in charge of hundreds or thousands of universes all at once. Are you really so sure at this moment you have your negative ego and its illusionary thought system enough under your control that you are ready for such responsibility and that high a spiritual voltage of energy at your disposal. I think it might be better to begin mastering the negative ego within self and all your relationships first and then go from there!

The final thing I wish to speak about here is that GOD has purposely designed creation not for us to fall into negative ego, but to come into matter to fully experience the totality of his being in all His Heavens. Including the Heaven called the Material Universe. In the beginning we were one with GOD and still had free choice, however it was a free choice and oneness based on a type of innocence, not on actual self-conscious experience. GOD’s idea hence was to have us incarnate in his infinite Body, which was made up of Seven Bodies or Seven Heavens. The densest being the Infinite Material Universe. His plan was to have His Sons and Daughters with full free choice and free will go into the densest Heaven and experience GOD and have GOD Experience Himself from this perspective. 

GOD did not create the negative ego part, but saw its outcome once the first negative ego thought was thought. When this occurred certain adjustments had to take place within GOD’s plan, however the plan has remained the same. GOD Breathed out the Infinite Universe and all Creation and all dimensions of reality, like the Big Bang, and now He is in the process of Breathing it all back in again. This is not a negative thing, it is a wonderful thing. We have the opportunity to experience the totality of GOD, being God, living in GOD, and Returning to GOD at the 352nd Level of Divinity. The unique thing about this Divine Plan is that when we return we will do so out of full free choice, not because GOD created us like that but because we wanted to be with GOD. We will return with innocence but also Enormous Spiritual Maturity. 

In essence when we fully return we will have fully “Realized” GOD, not just innocently being created by GOD. In truth GOD will have Realized Himself by the most Grand Divine Experiment and Plan. We will have realized ourselves as true “Cosmic Gods”, and GOD will also have realized Himself through us. So in truth, in this “Holy Instant” we are the Christ along with our Brothers and Sisters, and we are in the process of “Realizing” this truth at ever higher and higher levels as we demonstrate Spiritual Mastery of all the lessons of Earth life on every level and beyond. My Beloved Readers, is not GOD’s Creation a Glorious and most Wondrous Journey and Experience? So I end this most wondrous lesson by saying, “GOD is in everything you see because GOD is in your mind.”



Lesson 31

“I Am Not The Victim Of The World I See”

 
This lesson of course speaks to some of the facts I have already mentioned. The world you see does not cause you to think or feel anything, although that is what most people think. Most people think that outside things cause their feelings or emotions. This person made me angry. This situation made me depressed or sad. The traffic jam made me impatient. This is illusion. Outside situations are not the cause of your thoughts and feelings, they are what is called the catalyst. The outside world is the projection screen like in a movie theater. We project onto this screen our thinking, and how we interpret each and every situation will govern how we think and feel. There are two projectors running in our mind that are available to us. The Negative ego projector and the Christ projector. We have been trained by the world, society, and our past lives to think with our negative ego projector for the most part. This is deeply in-grained in us. It is how all the characters on television respond. It is how all the politicians respond. It is what we are taught in school. It is for the most part how our parents respond. It is even how ministers, rabbis, psychologists and counselors respond to a large extent. 

For most are steeped in traditional religion and psychology which has been infiltrated and contaminated by negative ego to a large extent, and in psychology by personality level theories that are a type of victim consciousness. It is only when we understand psychology from the perspective of the Soul, Mighty I Am Presence and the Holy Spirit, that true psychology can be understood. It is only then that we understand that we cannot always control everything that happens to us from the outside world, but we can control our interpretation of everything that happens to us. Because our thoughts create our feelings and emotions, this allows us to maintain unconditional love, inner peace, joy, evenmindedness, faith, trust, patience, forgiveness, non-judgementalness, and to look at everything that happens to us as Spiritual tests and lessons, rather just as upsets and problems.

We do not have to go to a movie or a party to have joy. There is nothing wrong with doing these things, however they are not the cause of your happiness or lack thereof. The true cause is your thinking. Since the beginning of time people have been looking for inner peace and happiness. It has always been closer than their right arm. Happiness and inner peace is a state of mind, an attitude and perspective. It is really so simple. Yet if a person is not trained in this they will search their entire life and never find this answer. The negative ego would have you remain in a victim consciousness, and Christ Conscious-ness would have you understand how to live in a causative consciousness. 

Every time you have a negative feeling or emotion examine your interpretations. Did you own your personal power? Did you have your self-love in that situation? Did you have your golden bubble of protection up? Were you joyously vigilant over your thoughts? Did you look at the situation as a teaching, lesson and Spiritual test? Did you forgive or hold grudges? Did you respond from fear and attack or from unconditional love? Did you respond from separation consciousness or oneness consciousness? Were you negatively selfish in your response, or did you respond to your Brother and Sister as the Christ? Did you judge or were you nonjudgmental? Did you respond from detachment and objectivity or did you emotionally react? Did you reach or respond from the appropriate selfish/selfless balance? Were you a victim or a Master? Did you interpret the situation from your negative ego mind or from your Christ mind?

Every time you have a negative feeling in truth you know that your negative ego has made a wrong interpretation. Do not make a big deal about this. Just reinterpret and attitudinally heal the situation as soon as you become aware you did this. The second you change your attitude and interpretation back to the Christ interpretation your negative ego feelings and emotions will disappear, and your Christed and positive feelings and emotions will reappear. GOD did not place us on this planet to be victims, he placed us on this planet to become Masters. If you keep practicing this, and possibly working with some of my other books on this subject as well to help refine your expertise, you will become quite proficient at staying in your Christ mind and Christed feelings and emotions most of the time. I say most of the time, because once in a while there are occasional little blips on the screen, so to speak, as the negative ego tries to make a comeback. 

Once you get good at this, however, these will only last for a few seconds or an extremely short time instead of all day or for many days as it did before. The hardest part is already over. Most people on the planet do not even understand the theory. Half the battle is won just understanding the theory and what you are supposed to do. The rest of it just takes a little practice and focused concentration on your part, and the determination to want to see things at all times from your Christ mind. Again there is no judgement if you don’t, however you will feel negatively if you don’t, and you will lose your inner peace and joy if you don’t. You will also lose an opportunity in that moment to realize GOD on the Psychological level. So I end the lesson with the words,“ You are not the victim of the world you see.”

After completing this lesson a few more thoughts came to me that Spirit has guided me to add. It has to do with this issue of being the Christ, yet, still needing to go through the initiation process. Many who read A Course in Miracles feel their work is over once they have this profound insight that they are the Christ and always have been and always will be in this Holy Instant. This is not true however, for a number of reasons. When you realize this in this “Holy Instant”, it is 100% true, however that is only one aspect of the Christ Consciousness knowing you are the Christ as is your Brothers and Sisters. 

There are infinite numbers of other ways the negative ego thinks as well that must be mastered. Just fully realizing you are the Christ and always have been and always will be will not automatically teach you or show you all the other ways the negative ego may be causing you to see improperly. Secondly, learning to master the negative ego must be applied in an impersonal and personal sense. Just realizing you and your Brothers and Sisters are the Christ doesn’t necessarily mean you have learned how to get along with your spouse, not be impatient with your children, your Mother-in-law, parents, boss, moody fellow employee, dishonest business associate and so on. 

The realization that you are the Christ and your Brothers and Sisters are the Christ and the negative ego doesn’t exist and never has and never will is wonderful, but this under-standing must now be demonstrated in an “integrated” manner on all levels of your being. This means personally and impersonally. This means Spiritually, mentally, emotionally, energetically, physically and in your Earth life. For example, can you apply this understanding in all your personal relationships? Can you apply this understanding in relationship to your physical body and all health lessons. Are you applying this understanding in relationship to all the different lessons of Earth life? Do you apply this understanding in relationship to money? Do you apply this understanding in relationship to sexuality? Do you apply this understanding in relationship to the Earth Mother and nature? So what I am saying here is that you must become the Christ on three levels to fully realize GOD. 

This is not talked about in A Course in Miracles, however the Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus have asked me to put this in perspective for lightworkers. It is not enough to just realize you are the Christ in an impersonal sense. It must be done personally and physically as well. The three levels that must be integrated are the Spiritual, Psychological and Physical/Earthly! So what I am saying here, and this is quite profound, that it is not enough to just realize you are the Christ. This is a profound understanding and it is true, however one must also learn to be an “Integrated Christ”.

It is wonderful to have the first revelation that we each are the Christ and the negative ego doesn’t and never has existed even though we thought it did. This is the first step so to speak. Now we must learn to apply this lesson in all situations of Earth life. If all we had to do is just have the “Holy Instant”, then what would be the purpose of studying the rest of A Course Lessons. We must learn to transcend all aspects of the negative ego thought system, not just have one profound Revelation. There are infinite numbers of ways that the negative ego can distort one’s thinking and vision. It is much like the AIDS virus in that it keeps changing and mutating forms in every situation, for it has infinite numbers of rationalizations as to why it should be allowed to express itself and how it can be let in. It is very slippery and seductive, and wherever there is the slightest opening or hole it will squeeze through. 

One must truly become a master psychologist within self to learn all its tricks. So GOD Realization is not learned in just one lesson. To fully realize the Christ we must understand and master all aspects of the negative ego in an impersonal and personal sense. We also must learn to do it on the Spiritual, Psychological and Physical/Earthly levels. We cannot say I am the Christ, my Brothers and Sisters are the Christ, the negative ego is illusion and I am now fully GOD Realized. 

There are some who read the Course and believe this, and with no judgement intended in the slightest, this is not true. It is not true for many reasons. one is it must be applied impersonally and personally in all relationships and situations. Secondly, it must be applied in an “Integrated Christed”, manner on all three levels, Spiritually, Psychologically and Physically/Earthly. All four faces of GOD must be realized, Spiritual, mental, emotional and material. Also there are other lessons on the Spiritual Path besides just learning to transcend negative ego. The focus of this book is to transcend negative ego thinking and to change it to Christ Thinking. There is probably no better book on the planet that does this. Even though this is the case, this doesn’t mean this book is the only thing one has to do in life to realize GOD. 

There are millions of other Spiritual lessons. Such things as learning how to pass your initiations. Learning how to build your light quotient, love quotient and power quotient. Learning how to receive activations from the inner plane Ascended Masters. Learning how to build your Light body. Learning how to anchor and activate your higher chakras. Learning to commune with the Earth Mother, Nature and the Nature Spirits, Devas and Elementals. Learning how to master money and sexuality. Finding your puzzle piece and service mission on Earth. Learning how to physically manifest your mission on earth. Learning to eat a good physical diet, and proper physical fitness. Learning to run a business and take care of all your Earthly responsibilities. Learning how to be in a romantic relationship. Learning to balance and integrate the twelve rays. Learning to properly integrate and balance your twelve major archetypes. Learning to fully activate and actualize your twelve strands of DNA. 

Learning to Anchor your Higher Spiritual Bodies such as the Anointed Christ Overself Body, the Zohar Body of Light, the Higher Adam Kadmon Body, the Lord’s Mystical Body. Learning to merge with your Mighty I Am Presence on Earth. Learning and studying Spiritual Psychology in areas not just dealing with negative ego versus Christ thinking. Learning to develop your creativity. Learning to channel, do mantras, meditate, pray, chant, repeat the names and power words of GOD. Learning to build your Antakarana back to Source, developing Spiritual knowledge, psychological wisdom, and Earthly knowledge and skills. 

These are just a few lessons that one needs to learn on the Spiritual Path that are not in A Course in Miracles. I bring this up because there are some who read A Course in Miracles, which is one incredible lens and tool for Spiritual growth, however they fall into the trap thinking this is the only thing that has to be done to realize GOD. I wish it was that easy. I wish one book could teach everything. This is not what the Master Jesus or the Holy Spirit intended. A Course in Miracles is one specific lens and tool that is incredible. In no way am I criticizing the book for it is one, if not my favorite, set of books of all time. It is not however, the full spectrum prism consciousness of the entire Spiritual Path. There are some more fundamentalist Course in Miracles students who quite sincerely try to make it such. I lovingly, humbly and strongly suggest that is a big mistake and in truth, faulty thinking. The negative ego has infiltrated and contaminated every aspect of Earth life, including religion, psychology, the New Age Movement and the understanding of A Course in Miracles. 

My beloved fellow Course in Miracles students, please do not take this as a criticism, for it is not. It is just a loving Spiritual observation I have made which the Holy Spirit and the Master Jesus has asked me to attitudinally correct. So we must each not only realize we are the Christ, we must integrate this understanding into the totality of our being on all three levels, Spiritual, Psychological and Physical/Earthly. We also must learn all aspects of how the negative ego thinks not just the fact that we are the Christ and our Brother and Sister is the Christ and the Negative ego doesn’t exist.

Thirdly, we must also not only recognize our true identity as the Christ, integrate this Christed understanding, learn all aspects of how the negative ego thinks and transcend it with Christ thinking, we must also realize this Christ understanding fully on a “Spiritual” level. By this I mean recognizing that we and our Brothers and Sisters are the Christ in the ultimate sense of the term is true, but this does not mean we have mastered these lessons in our demonstration. Just because we realize we and our Brother and Sisters are the Christ, doesn’t mean we are acting like Christ in our daily lives. This is like someone who thinks they are Christ like because they go to Church every Sunday. It is not going to Church that determines your Christed nature, it is the thoughts, words and deeds that emanate from your being on a moment to moment basis. 

The first step is to realize who and what you are in truth. The second step is to learn to master the negative ego in all its manifestations, personal and impersonal, and in an integrated manner in all aspects of life including the physical Earthly level. The third step is to hence become an “Integrated Christ” not just an impersonal Christ. The next step is to manifest this integrated understanding on all three levels, Spiritual, Psychological and Physical/Earthly. The next step is to manifest your Christ Service mission on Earth once you have become this “Integrated Christ”.

The next step is to not just realize your are the Christ in an impersonal and personal way and in an “Integrated Christ” manner, but to also “demon-strate” this. My Beloved Readers, what does it matter if you know you are the Christ with your Brother and Sister but you don’t act like one in your daily life. Are you Unconditionally loving every moment of your life? Are you always forgiving? Are you always non-judgmental? Are you always patient? Do you have inner peace and happiness most of the time? Are you the master of your feelings and emotions? Are you a master or a victim? Are you demonstrating these qualities in “all” of your relationships? Are you demonstrating these qualities on Earth in a grounded way in your physical body? Do you have poverty consciousness or prosperity consciousness? Have you mastered money? Are you the master of your Sexuality? 

Are you in your right puzzle piece and are you doing your service mission on Earth? Are you motivations truly all of the Christ and not of the negative ego? Are you truly humble and do you manifest humility, harmlessness and defenselessness at all times? Have you transcended all your attack thoughts? Have you transcended worry and fear? Have you released all guilt? Are you able to stay out of your negative ego in your romantic relationships, raising kids, with your parents, mother-in-law, employees, boss, friends, moody co-workers? Are you able to control the negative ego’s thirst for power, fame, greed and sex? Have you fully stepped into your Spiritual Leadership and Planetary World Service? 

It is not enough just to realize you and your Brothers and Sisters are the Christ in this “Holy Instant”, you must also learn to demonstrate this every moment of your life under all situations. You must learn to demonstrate this under fire and stress so to speak. In essence, my Beloved Brothers and Sisters, it is not enough just to know the ultimate reality of your identity, you must learn to “demonstrate it”. This is why we are on Earth and why we have come to this Spiritual School.

One is not GOD realized just because they have an epiphany of the true ultimate identity in the Holy Instant. This is a wonderful experience and is the first step, but it is not the whole answer. It is the first step. That first step then must be understood on all levels of understanding the difference between negative ego and Christ Thinking. It then must be fully integrated so you become an “integrated Christ”. This must be done personally and impersonally. This also must be done fully on Earth in a completely grounded manner. We are meant to fully demonstrate being an “Integrated Christ” or “Integrated Mighty I Am Presence on Earth”. 

We must fully ground our Christed nature onto Earth and into Earthly life. Realizing the Holy Instant in your mind and emotions is not enough, it must be demonstrated in an integrated manner, personally and impersonally, in all relationships and in a completely grounded way that fully honors and sanctifies the Material Face of GOD as well. It is when you do this that you will have fully realized Christ on a Planetary level. Notice I have said Planetary level, for this is very important as well. For realizing the Holy Instant in your mind and feeling nature and even intuitively does not mean that you have fully realized the Holy Instant Spiritually or in a Physical/Earthly sense as I have already stated. In the ultimate sense you are the Christ with your Brother and Sister, however, not only have you not fully demonstrated this understanding in an integrated way on Earth in all your relationships, you have also not fully realized this Spiritually.

Let me explain what I mean here. You have learned this lesson in the Holy Instant in truth in any given moment on a “psychospiritual level,” not on a fully completed Spiritual level. Another word for fully completed Spiritual level is fully “Realized” level. If just realizing GOD were having the Holy Instant experience it would immediately turn your body into Light and you would find yourself merged with GOD at the 352nd level of Divinity. The Holy Instant experience is true however one must demonstrate this fully and “Realize it” before GOD will give you the “Spiritual Light, Love and Power” that goes along with such a Realization. 

The key point here is that just because in any given Holy Instant you fully think, feel, intuit, comprehend, and know the truth of this Holy Instant experience doesn’t mean you have “Fully Realized” this truth Spiritually yet. The key word here is “Realized”. You must fully realize and “Demonstrate” this experience in an integrated and grounded way in service of your Brothers and Sisters at each level and dimension of GOD before GOD can entrust you with the Spiritual Voltage of Love, Wisdom and Power that goes along with this insight and understanding. Each level must be master-ed. So there is a difference between thinking, feeling, intuiting, comprehending and knowing and “True Demonstration and Realization” of this most profound understanding of being a Christ and an Integrated Christ.

As you demonstrate your mastery of these lessons, all the other lessons I mentioned and many more, you will be allowed to pass your initiations and move to a higher level. These again are the Planetary level, the Solar level, the Galactic level, The Universal Level, the Multiuniversal level and the GOD or Cosmic Level. As you go through these levels GOD and the inner plane Ascended Masters, Angels, and Elohim will allow you to take higher and higher levels of initiation. Each initiation being a higher level of light quotient, love quotient and power quotient. 

At each level will come greater and greater levels of Spiritual Responsibility and service work. As you prove yourself responsible and trustworthy at each level and master the lessons first of the planet, then of the Solar system, then of the Galaxy, then of the Universe, then of the Multi-Universe and then of the entire Cosmos, you will keep receiving more initiations until all 352 have been given for the 352 levels of GOD. Every time you receive the Rod of Initiation from the Logos of that Dimension you will receive a higher voltage of Spiritual current to work with and your thoughts will be-come that much more powerful. 

As I said earlier, eventually you will be able to create worlds, Solar systems, Galaxies, and even Universes potentially with the Power of your mind. Beloved Readers, do you see now why it is so important to learn to master your negative ego now. Can you imagine the mess we could create in the Omniverse of GOD if we were given total Spiritual Light, Love and Power at our present level of consciousness? Do you really think you are ready to create universes and galaxies and be in charge of trillions of souls under your Spiritual care? 

How can we be in charge of Universes and trillions of souls when we cannot even control our minds, emotions, lower self, lower self desire, the inner child, the subconscious mind, our negative ego, when we cannot get along with our spouse, mother-in-law, family, parents, co-workers and so on. I am being a little humorous here however, I think you will agree most people are not ready for such Spiritual Light, Love and Power even if they have read a little of A Course in Miracles, and have gotten in touch with the ultimate reality of the Holy Instant. In conclusion on this point. Thinking, feeling, intuiting, knowing and comprehending is different than truly “Demonstrating and Realizing” this understanding in an integrated and balanced manner, in a totally grounded way on each Level or Dimension of GOD that fully integrates the Spiritual, Psychological and Physical/Earthly Levels.

So just because you experience very profoundly the reality of the “Holy Instant” in this moment or any other moment, does not mean you have fully realized the Holy Instant in your Spiritual Body. It cannot be emphasized enough as well that the Holy Instant must also be fully demonstrated and realized in the mental body, emotional body, etheric body, physical body and on Earth. For the purpose of Life is to bring Heaven to Earth, and to fully ground your true identity and the Christ and Mighty I Am Presence on Earth in a fully integrated and balanced manner. This, my Beloved Readers, is the roadmap to fully “Realizing” the Christ in the full totality of your Being!










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